Back to school!!

Back to books and classes, and studying (for real I mean). It is nice to see the friends and the people all back together. But honestly, I consider myself some kind of a nerd, and in some ways socially awkward. I am shy, and I never know what to talk about (mostly because people never read the same books I do and I only kind of talk about what I read/see), in the end of the day I consider myself a weirdo. I know some people try to reach out to me, and the thing is i feel like I might be empty inside, you know, people come to me and find out that in the end I am shallow and empty. 

Never knowing what to talk about, and when I talk I feel like they think I am an alien. maybe that is what I am, unrelatable to peers, I deal better with older people. On high school I had friends that I followed around everywhere so I wouldn't feel alone, but I was so alone then just like I am now. 

Sometimes I like to hang out with people as long as I don't speak. honestly, but that is quite stupid of me, if you want me to e honest, I should be an interesting talk, and, since I read a lot people should be comfortable around me. 

or not.

anyway. school starts today and I have class in 13min. I hope that wherever you are, you have a great day ;)

xo

DFTBA 

Djoyce