For the Change!

Men I have been a lazy person lately!
Procrastination, this last month have been all about that! I am so mad at myself, but today I am changing. I need something to stimulate me to write more, to workout more, to eat healthier, to sleep less, to be less time on the YOUTUBE.
The Youtube is the place where  I unfortunately spend a great deal of time, watching vlogs that have nothing to do with me, as proof of that I can say that I had a test last week that went crappy because of my procrastination skills, I did not freaking study! men. I need to get a grip.
I have a schedule on my wall that I specially designed for increased productivity. I also posted on my wall a workout schedule so it is visible and I will make myself do it whatever happens.
And I am going to spend less time on the youtube and more time preparing stuff to promote this place ^^
That might be it for today.
DFTBA
Djoyce

Back to school!!

Back to books and classes, and studying (for real I mean). It is nice to see the friends and the people all back together. But honestly, I consider myself some kind of a nerd, and in some ways socially awkward. I am shy, and I never know what to talk about (mostly because people never read the same books I do and I only kind of talk about what I read/see), in the end of the day I consider myself a weirdo. I know some people try to reach out to me, and the thing is i feel like I might be empty inside, you know, people come to me and find out that in the end I am shallow and empty. 

Never knowing what to talk about, and when I talk I feel like they think I am an alien. maybe that is what I am, unrelatable to peers, I deal better with older people. On high school I had friends that I followed around everywhere so I wouldn't feel alone, but I was so alone then just like I am now. 

Sometimes I like to hang out with people as long as I don't speak. honestly, but that is quite stupid of me, if you want me to e honest, I should be an interesting talk, and, since I read a lot people should be comfortable around me. 

or not.

anyway. school starts today and I have class in 13min. I hope that wherever you are, you have a great day ;)

xo

DFTBA 

Djoyce

School!!!

School starts on wednesday, and to be honest this vacation was NOT what I wanted it to be...

I suck at accomplishing greatness, I had planned to work, to study, to be more sociable, and   none of this things was accomplished,
I watched 2 seasons of PLL

3 seasons of Fringe, 

and I watched a year long worth of vlogbrothers,

I finished one book, I could not write enough posts for my logs and I quit the idea of having a portuguese and a english blog, that is just too much work, I am too lazy for it...
I bet I watched a bunch of movies, and did nothing useful!


Except...

my last couple weeks were the most productive, I started working out, and I was able to resume 2 chapters of my immunology book, (which is a great deal)

so if I keep the pace for the next week (because I don't have class on thursday and friday)
 I can finish a few more chapters and finish the urinary tract!! What do you think  Can I do it? I wish I can.

and keep on working out and losing weight, I also decided I will study on the library, is better than my room, and I think you know why... I get distracted, youtube calls for me...

anyway...

wish you a awesome weekend enjoy ;D